My First Crush - November 30, 2010

Iam just an ordinary boy who had hard times making friends especially with girls. Til now iam struggling with it. I remember it was last year ,my freshmen year when i was in the class listening to the lecture by my english teacher.  This girl was sitting infront of me and  our eyes just met and i was crushed since that time. Day dreamed ,imagined about her but none of them could work because i never talked to her. My fearing made me not to which was a bad idea. Day by Day i say to myself 'why cant i talk to her?. its a question that was stuck in my mind for a while .one thing i realized from her is that she was staring at me but i was always content whenever she does that. DAY ,MONTH,YEAR went faster and still couldnt utter a word to her. what could possibly be wrong with me? . one day my heart was broken when i heard she was dating someone else. that is the day i regreted why i couldnt tell her my feelings. it was too late .i could possibly do anything about it .  teens this is major problem that sometimes happens. we need to be careful about it. by the way this is based on reality.thank you!!!
 

-matavic