Depression and Pain - July 24, 2011

The harmony is disturbed by pain
The emotional storm drives me insane
Their is only night in my wounded head
The only smiles are when I'm asleep in bed
I feel like the walls are closing in
My heart feels as though its struck with a pin
I feel if i run i will be named as weak
Even if i did, what help would I seek?
No one is here I'm just alone
I feel like my frown is stone
You ask me if I'm fine and i nod
But in my head i pray for god
When will the miracle come to me
For that far ahead i cannot see
So i escape to the ocean with a sparkle so blue
Let it sway away the pain from you
if this doesn't work I cry my cold tears
With each one goes another fear
Then I walk back and leave behind me the past
I wonder how long this harmony will last.
 

-Ash